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But im so close to giving up.
Giving up on everything.
I dont know what to do or where to turn.
I feel like ive tried so hard to accomplish so little.

I have nothing right now.
I dont even want to write about it,
But i dont know what else to do.

I think its really just money thats stressing me out so much.
I mean, im trying to support both me and eric on 7 dollars an hour,
and my hours are getting cut back, so i dont even get full time anymore.
And im trying to get organized with everything for school,
and its so hard.
I dont even know if ill be able to go to college anymore,
i mean its so much money that i dont have.
I want to cry so hard right now,
I mean i feel so helpless with everything.
Having no money just makes everything so much harder,
and being so limited just makes me feel more like giving up.
I swear everytime i turn around its just another deadd end,
another blow to keep me down.
Ughhh. Well, im going to go read,
It seems like thats all i have to distract me from this shit hole anymore.
Anyways, I hope things turn around soon.
I dont know how much of this i can take.

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