florida marching band

Or maybe it is. It depends on who you ask.

Yesterday we had a practice and we worked on a song we havenapos;t gone through really seriously yet. I have the music and a CD to practice with at home, but since we hadnapos;t gone through it with the director it seemed silly to try to work on it on my own- especially considering the rhythms.

Oh, the rhythms.

Itapos;s a syncopated rhythm which is just hard- I assumed it was hard for everyone. Apparantly not, since half way through our sectional someone just exploded and started bitching how we were singing straight rhythms. Iapos;m pretty sure I�was the only one who didnapos;t get it.

I donapos;t feel like I�deserve to be in this "prestigious" group anymore. I feel like a loser who got in because she needed more sopranos. I feel like shit.

And on my college application, all I�talked about was how proud I�was to get in. Because that meant I�was worth it. I guess not.

I donapos;t know who to ask for help because everyone seemed so frustrated. I donapos;t know.
florida marching band.